My mom passed away 2 years ago today. It's hard to believe that it's been that long already, but then again, a lot has gone on in the past 2 years that have made it seem like a long, long time since I've been without her. Tony has to work today, but the kids and I are heading into Mesa to spend some time at the Temple and then to hang out with my brother and his wife later on tonite. I really don't feel like writing much on the subject right now, but probably will later tonight after I put the kids to sleep. Until then . . .
So my day wasn't as hard as I anticipated it being. I'm grateful that I live close enough to see my little bro when I need to. Hanging out with him (and Jess), on days like yesterday make it a little bit easier. I've always had a deep love and appreciation for my little bro and that love grows as we get older. We went to the temple, walked around for a while, and then went through the "Gods Plan for Us" tour which always tugs at the heart strings, but did especially hard yesterday. The peace that I felt was wonderful and the reassurance of forever families is always wonderful to feel. Who can deny our Heavenly Father's love for us when He's given us a way to be with our loved ones forever? I'm grateful.
I miss my mom, every day, but look forward to seeing her again.
Our Family
July 2009
2005 - forever
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Alexander Christopher
07.01.2003
Emma Marie Lorraine
01.18.2007
Olivia Chantel
05.11.2009
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We were married here - Oakland, CA. Temple. Isn't it amazing!
7 comments:
I am so sorry for your loss. I know I miss my mom EVERY day and it has just been over 3 years. There is just something about having mom around that is comforting. Someone on your side, someone to ooh and awe over your kids the way you do... Someone to blame everything on :)
One day at a time -- until we see them again -- right?
I love you!
Connie, I so admire your strength and your testimony.
I am a counselor in the Primary and am really enjoying this year's theme...Eternal Families. You're right, it's the biggest comfort and blessing in the world to have one, and believe in it!
I can't believe it's been 2 years! I can still picture your mom - talking to Alex and smiling - she was a great lady. Love that you went to the temple - best place to remember her - she would be so proud of you - you are doing a great job!
If this message were in person I would give you lots of hugs! The gospel is beautiful with eternal promises. I love how the scriptures always talk about the "sting" of death being swallowed up in the atonement and resurrection of our Savior. We truly owe Him more than we could ever give for the gift of His life!
wow, seriously, such a way with words. :) you are great.
Hey Connie - It's Lachelle. I randomly found your blog! I can totally relate this post... it's coming up on 4 years for me on Tuesday. I don't live near my brothers or dad so I usually just try and remember my mom and have lots of crying sessions. Thank goodness for the temple, huh?
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